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the waving trampled grass

the waving trampled grass ( curiousity of a frilly dream watcher  )   I wonder why, the grass is still smiling under the light of a changed climate, under a parade of ground shaking lifeless steps… But maybe, instead of asking why, I guess it is a better proposal to ask how. When a wind from a far away land came through the echoing empty valley of sleeping giants, then flowed to wipe lonely cheeks and stroke crooked hair in such a gentle and assuring manner, I can never resist the invitation to reminisce, to hold my breath, to lure receptive sensors, to the named and known days… But, as a warning to myself, It will either display the sad or the happier others, but neither are better. Sad shows are as what they are, in their own meaning. But, the happier others are in a different realm, they are not themselves or what they are meant to be in the first place, they would only be either sad or more and that is because, they turn to be what I miss, not cherish. Which then ma...

Konbini Dream

Konbini Dream コンビニドリーム This afternoon, I decided to take a walk outside my house, not just to buy my deodorant, vaseline, hair vitamin, but also just because I feel like I could use this time to get out of this not too clear environment in my house, there's too much screaming, anger and impatience, so I just need too clear my head. Then I take a walk, with a spotify playlist ready to play that I made purposefully for this walk in the afternoon occasion. I took the less crowded street, because it makes me nervous to walk pass by people, I'd rather walk beside a road with loud transportational noises (and you know, I hate loud noises). So, just like the usual walk, i enjoy gratifully the sky and the greenery, not minding the busy road. I enter this convinience store that smells so bad at the entrance (for some unknown reason, not that I want to know), i pick the things, counting back the prices to make sure that I have an enough amount of money to pay, then I go to the register, ...